And I still wonder
Why our heaven has died
The skies are all falling
I’m breathing but why?
In silence I hold on
To you and I

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Ojciec znów pije, a ja znów sam, nie mam się do kogo przytulić, do kogo napisać, że go kocham

"

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human…

"

- Christina Perri-Human

Jest ktoś z Żywca lub Bielska? Jakiś chłopak….pewno niee

Kolejny dzień, wieczór. Siedzę sam, myślę, nie mam kochającej osoby do której mógłbym napisać.. W pokoju obok leży pijany ojciec. Bije się z myślami, komu ja wgl jestem potrzebny? Nie oszukujmy się, każdy żyje tylko dla siebie i osoby, która cię pokocha. Choć dla tej osoby też w większości przypadków jesteś tylko przygodą, krótkim epizodem, a ty głupi idioto/idiotko myślisz, że on cię naprawde kocha. Jestem zdany na siebie, na przyjaciół mogę liczyć coraz żadziej, jest kilku na których mi zależy, ale pewno do czasu, do czasu aż mnie nie zranią. Każdy z moich przyjaciół ma chłopaka. Prawie wszyscy to dziewczyny i jeden gej. A kogo ja mam? Siebie. Swój dotyk, swoje dłonie ślepo błądzące po bladej, miękkiej skórze, skórze, która tak bardzo pragnie dotyku, jest uzależniona. Muszę żyć dalej, czekać…..bo czas leczy rany, ale zostawia blizny.

Anonymous asked: the last gif you've published (two gay men kissing) is taken from a movie? which one?

i don’t know :(

"Homosexuality is a sin. Homosexuals are doomed to spend eternity in hell. If they wanted to change, they could be healed of their evil ways. If they would turn away from temptation, they could be normal again if only they would try and try harder if it doesn’t work. These are all the things I said to my son Bobby when I found out he was gay. When he told me he was homosexual my world fell apart. I did everything I could to cure him of his sickness. Eight months ago my son jumped off a bridge and killed himself. I deeply regret my lack of knowledge about gay and lesbian people. I see that everything I was taught and told was bigotry and de-humanizing slander. If I had investigated beyond what I was told, if I had just listened to my son when he poured his heart out to me I would not be standing here today with you filled with regret. I believe that God was pleased with Bobby’s kind and loving spirit. In God’s eyes kindness and love are what it’s all about. I didn’t know that each time I echoed eternal damnation for gay people each time I referred to Bobby as sick and perverted and a danger to our children. His self esteem and sense of worth were being destroyed. And finally his spirit broke beyond repair. It was not God’s will that Bobby climbed over the side of a freeway overpass and jumped directly into the path of an eighteen-wheel truck which killed him instantly. Bobby’s death was the direct result of his parent’s ignorance and fear of the word gay. He wanted to be a writer. His hopes and dreams should not have been taken from him but they were. There are children, like Bobby, sitting in your congregations. Unknown to you they will be listening as you echo “amen” and that will soon silence their prayers. Their prayers to God for understanding and acceptance and for your love but your hatred and fear and ignorance of the word gay, will silence those prayers. So, before you echo “amen” in your home and place of worship. Think. Think and remember a child is listening."

- (via maxileyg)

Christina Perri - Human [Official Video]